No i'm face to face with you, lady loneliness
SPITFIRE: Hello you again
LONELINESS: nice to see you again
S: why are you here?
L: you called for me, don't you remember?
S: no, you're wrong... I haven't asked for you in a long time, you're the one that always insists to come
L: Ah right, so nobody wants me
S: who could want to be alone?
L: a hermit maybe?
S: no, i know what are you talking about, but in that case is different, i'll try to find my mind! i lost it long ago!
L: lost it? how' why?
S: womens, Mrs. womens... My Doom, my life. They Can't look at me, i can't live without them
L: So once again tell me something that i can't understand... What is the difference of the loneliness of a hermit and where you are now?
S: I was a total prick. I felt in love. i was afraid to lose everything for what i felt once again... This was real! Shit, i'm broke, i'm on the pit, i love her more than anything! i was just like a zero, she ignored me, i was selfish and never asked what she felt. Now i think that i know, but it's late, i'm on the outside.
L: Where you are now you can't even imagine how the bottom will be like.
S: Can't be worst than this.
L: Could be man, could be...
S: What shall i do?
L: Get away, run and never think about her again, save yourself!
S: I can't, she's most important for me.
L: So you don't want to learn? you want to go again and have a broken heart?
S: It doesn't matter to me, you could be here everytime, i could fall another hundred times, but i will stand again. After all, i still believe in love.
L: Just incredible... You don't seem to realize what you're doing.
S: The only thing i understand is what i feel.
L: You don't want to be with me anymore?
S: Now you're a fine company. I'm not alone, but i'm sick.
L: The irony of it all.
S: Sure.
L: What do you get of all you have done?
S: I just have a hope taht she'll be alright without me

L: A spider crawls on the wall, do you feel anything in common?
S: Not really, what could it be?
L: Both are searching for something, both want a reward, Both could die trying it. As simple as i crush her like this **
S: I don't care. You know what really counts for me.
L: Right, once more with feelings?
S: If it were not feelings, why would i care?
L: Noble. Yet indomitable.
S: Not indomitable. I'm screwed up, i feel like shit in this moment, but i have just a hope...
L: What is it?
S: That what i'm doing is the right thing.
L: It is up to you to judge if it is right. She'll judge afterwards.
S: Right. I think that both of us need to breathe, i need to gather some forces and put all my cards in the table. use it or lose it.
L: Great. Now you're as naive as always?
S: Could be. What shall i do then?
L: Don't you fear me?
S: Quite a lot. As i fear the love, as i fear to be disappointed, and to have my heart broke again
L: So why keep trying?
S: I have to face my fears. I'll learn. I'll grow.
L: Fool.
S: Foolishness is a bless.
L: That's what they say.
S: And that's how it is.
L: Why are you so secure about that?
S: Ignore what you're facing, and you'll have surprises. Also, as you should know, God takes care about the madmen, the drunk men, and the dumb men.
L: Well, it could be right...
S: it is it.
L: Yeah, sure.
S: Will my effort have a reward?
L: I don't know, i'm the loneliness, not the future.